Argh. Im feeling depressed again. Had play solo for this part of xixun in front of everyone. My ying zun has always been crap, so obviously, what I played turned out like shit, and all the odd notes kept coming out. To make matters worse, I somehow managed forget the fingering for F diao, so I kept playing pausing stopping. Was so nervous that even shihui noticed that my fingers were trembling. Gawd, everyone played so much better then me. Even jiamin. But then again, jiamins skills are perverse, shes so darn good without having to practise like a madman. Mr Chua was quite nice and didnt say that my playing sucked,which it did, and just asked me to work on my ying zun. So horrible. Rather have him scream at me than be nice. Was so akward. Plus, Mr Chua kept teasing me about Harry today. How embarrassing. being subjected to jokes about a stranger is so no fun.
Had to stay back on Friday to write my Chinese compostition. Didn’t bother, and went to the c.o. room to ogle at the sec1s instead. Was this irritating sec1 who kept moaning about the little places in percussion. What a spoilt brat. Felt like smacking her face everytime she went arhhhh in her act cute voice.
Wanling got real pissed when ms lim asked for a xylophone player in front of everyone. Was complaining all the way. In a way, she does deserve it.