Wednesday, February 14

I am NOT pleased.

Firstly, there's my annoying german teacher, who has to jet back to germany to settle her own problems, when i've only three frickin lessons left. the reason i withdrew from Pj was to learn german, now she leaves me with 3weeks to sit at home and stone, since no one will hire anyone to work for a miserably short period of 3weeks. Then she had the cheek to insinuate that it's my fault and that i could've arranged for lessons on the tuesdays and thurdays when i was free (she only comes on mondays, wednesdays, fridays). Excuse me, you only informed me that you had to go return to germany the following week, this week. Hell i wasn't aware i pay your sorry, skinny arse 50dollars an hour to admonish me -for your lack of responsibility.
Next, i am terribly annoyed at the admin woman in swiss. I called the school on mstan's advice to ask mstay for help to appeal. I asked if i could get an appointment, then she proceeded to raise her voice and me, repeating over and over again that mstay wasn't in. Puzzled, i asked if she could help me leave a message, then she began to rant and rave again that mstay wasn't in for me to ask for an audience with her, leaving out the most important phrase which would be 'you need to ask her personally.' Annoyed, i said 'Oh, you mean i've to ask her in person ah?' to which she confirmed my statement as if i were some imbecile. Well I'm not the one here with a non-existentpoor command of english. I swear she shouldve been given the sack a long time ago.

Saturday, February 10

I looked at the results slip and saw only A's and B's. I sighed inwardly with relief. Then i began to calculate my l1r5 ( i didn't have the sense to open my FormA where the results would be pre-calculated in there). Glancing quickly through the list, i was amused to see that i didn't get a C for chem and bio. Suddenly, i noticed that B3 sitting inconspicuously at the top. Tracing my finger left, towards the 'Subject' column, i realised it was English. I gasped 'Omg,' sat numbly for a second. Then, something within me just snapped.
And I dissolved into tears.
How terribly, absolutely, tremendously embarrassing. Crying is unglam. I didn't even cry when i got an l1r5 of 36 during sec3. To complicate matters, i missed the 10points required for getting the scholarship in Singapore poly by 1point. I am very much disturbed by that repugnant grade for english, especially since it was the same mark i had for chinese.
At least, i -no wait. I can't seem to see the bright side of my current situation right now. Though i got B's for bio and chem (which is of course, terribly unexpected), i'd already intended to use physics since i was rather confident i'd get b3 for it. But my abysmal performance for english has just screwed my l1r5.
Nabeh la.