My grandfather died on friday, but i don't really feel anything since i've only seen him 3/4 times in my life. My mom got sick after coming back from the funeral-thingie and she's still sick. So sick that she didn't go to the funeral today and she has been sleeping 24/7. She's so tired that she doesn't wanna say much. Don't think she's really that depressed or whatever since she didn't really know her father too. I'm getting very irritated by the fact that she has spoken less than 5 times to me since i got home from CO and she doesn't wanna tell me how my grandad died. Heard that his hands turned black or something before his death. Freakkky.

Shihui is mad la. I borrowed from her this book full of erhu scores so i could find a song for the music exchange. Saima sounds really nice and the book had it so i asked her how hard it was and she said 'it's easy'. was trying it out and this part sounded odd to me so i asked her how to play it and she said 'it's pao gong'. WA LAO. the front part was rather easy but pao gong???!! eEp my pao gong is so half-past-six, i'll think i'll screw up if i play that in during the internal music exchange. Pah, think i'm better off with this weird song about melons.