Can't. See.

My spectacles broke today. I couldn't find my other pair of frameless glasses and had no intention of putting on my oh so obiang full-framed ones, so I spent the whole day squinting away - not the most enjoyable thing. Had to play for the concert preview and I couldn't see the scores at all. Yu Zhou and Feng Nian Ji were alright, but Tian Long Ba Bu was horrendous. The number on the scores were just a tangle of squiggly lines to me. Messed up a lot - shall not elaborate.
Am at home right now instead of at CO cos I'm going to get a new pair of spectacles and repair my old ones. Okay, so I feel guilty about not going to CO, but I can't see the scores anyway so it would be a waste of time.
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Bah. What excuses I make.